From a Heart of Stone to a Heart of Flesh
by WL
I have achieved success in both my career and marriage and yet, they do not satisfy me. I was rarely at rest, depressed, edgy, and anxious and at times seem to be gripped by fear. I no longer know who I am. It also eludes me as to why as a Christian with many years of walk to with God, I can’t bring myself to accept in my heart what I know in my mind that God loves me, unconditionally.
At EH’s Keys to Transformation and Basic Highlights, I finally gained insights to all these and more. I was able to trace the roots cause that crippled me from living life fully. It goes all the way to my past – the lies, the bitter judgment and expectation and the vows I unconsciously made in the face of trauma and with all that have gone wrong during my childhood. I learned to forgive myself and others, to break free from the vice like grip of my painful past. I was prayed for, and the ministering I receive at EH was like balm to my wounds. God is so good.
Now, one thing I can do better, (and am very grateful for) is that I can feel my heart, and express my emotions, which was previously imprisoned in a heart of stone. Friend have knocked at the door of my heart for years, now I find the strength to open the door to let people in, to trust, receive and reciprocate their affections for me. Like breathing fresh air for the first time, I feel liberated and alive. I now look forward to living life, and to come into the destiny I know God has for me.